My Personal Journey
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 As owner of Awaken Your Spirit Healing Services I have been on a transformational journey of change and expansion over the past 15 years. Over those years I have accumulated a variety of different methods and modalities for assisting and supporting others in their own transformational process. Some of these modalities have included: facilitator training with Personal Best Seminars, life coach training with CTI, NLP, shamanic work such as journeying, past life regressions and soul retrievals and EFT. However, the method that I now use exclusively is Core and Cellular Transformational Healing (CCTH).

 

During my life time I have often felt out of place and out of sync with most people in my life. I never quite felt like I belonged or fit in with my biological family or those around me. It led me down a path of great sorrow, sadness and depression. I never really felt happy. I did whatever I could to drown out my pain and to numb myself. During my teenage years, I often found myself turning to alcohol, smoking, drugs and a promiscuous lifestyle to cope with my life. In my first "real" primary relationship I was also raped several times. At the time, I didn't even realize I had been violated because I was so desperate to feel loved. Deep down inside of me raged a living hell of self loathing, low self esteem and low self respect. There was an inner battle going on inside of me that I had no idea it existed. It was simply what I had come to know as my life.

The inner battle inside of me had grown so intense that by the time I was 23 years old,  I attempted suicide. This experience began to open up my eyes that I needed help and became a brief wake up call and yet still wasn't enough for me to change my habit patterns of drinking to numb out my sorrow and personal decay. And then one day in a drunken stupor I finally realized that there must be more to life. I had a moment of clarity in my own drunkenness - if that was at all possible, that I no longer wanted to live the life that I had been living.

With Spirit's grace and guidance I began to open myself up to a reality beyond what I had known. In my mid-twenties, I consciously stopped drinking and began taking personal growth courses with a company called Personal Best Seminars. My own mind filled limitations and unconscious belief systems rising to the surface and for the fist time I was able to see a life beyond my own restrictions and limitations. A true awakening had begun for me. I also was reading a lot of self help books and could have opened up my own personal library. My own vibrational energies lifting me out of the depression that I had been suffocated by. I ended up learning to facilitate some of the courses with Personal Best Seminars as well as diving deeper into other training such as Jump Start Coaching, taking courses with the Coach Training Institute, and becoming a basic NLP practitioner.

Slowly, and surely my journey inwards kept creating a life that for me, was more in harmony with who I truly was underneath all of the restrictions and confinements of my past. I ended up getting married in my early thirties and within the first few years of my marriage my health began to fail. After experiencing three miscarriages in a row and two children born within 16 months of each other, I began to suffer from extreme exhaustion. I found out through a homeopath that my body was more sick than I had realized. He told me I was heading for Leukemia and that in order to change this outcome I needed to change the habit patterns of my life as well as the destiny my cells were going towards.

The shock from this information led me very quickly and synchronistically to work called Core and Cellular Transformational Healing (CCTH). The man who led and still leads these profound workshops is called Ger Lyons (www.gerlyons.net). My first workshop was in Ottawa in the fall of 2007. I had such a profound opening, awakening and healing during that first workshop that I truly never looked back. The CCTH work brought through clarity and guidance on what i needed to do in my life in order to be more in alignment with my Greater self and to do the CCTH work in my own life. 

The significant changes that I needed to make in my life included a divorce, letting go of a "career" path, and moving several times. I also experienced being temporarily disowned by my own family as I made these changes and decisions in my life. My life path very quickly became one of being in service to the energy coming through me. A deep and profound longing at a soul level awakened within me as I dove deeper into CCTH work.

During all of the changes I was making in my life I was also attending workshops around the world and travelled to many places such as: the United States, Ireland, Scotland, Slovenia, Italy, Australia, Thailand, Brazil, Italy, Slovenia, the Philippines and Venezuela. 

During my travels and experiences I have personally experienced the work of many profound trance medium healers such as John of God in Brazil and the work of Jun Labos, an amazing psychic surgeon in the Philippines. I have dove off of the cliff from the known reality based on mind and mental structures and into the deeper mysteries of the unknown and unknowable life of spiritual reality. Which is where I find myself today. I am constantly being guided to keep breaking through the next layers of confinements, restrictions and barriers of the mind and ego/personality structures that keep me hidden from real Truth and my authentic self.

This journey for me hasn't been all "harps and angels". It has been a deep process of transformation and change that has had many bumps and challenges along the way. I have had to live through and navigate my way from living a life based on mind to a life based on spirit. It has been a deeply surrendering process of letting go of my will and letting THY will pour through my life. 

Today, I am experiencing a profound inner JOY that keeps driving me ever further into the Greater mystery of the unknown. 

 

May God bless you on your own personal journey towards the Divine - in Divine Time and in Divine Order. 

 

I offer a variety of workshops both locally and internationally. I would welcome you to join me in any of these workshops if you feel drawn or compelled to do any of this work. When your spirit is calling you to awaken I am only a phone call or email away.

 

Peace be yours today and always! 

 


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